by Kevin Tillman | Jan 1, 2026 | Blog, Thoughts
Most days don’t begin with clarity. They begin with noise.
Notifications. Conversations. Responsibilities waiting in line before we’ve even taken a breath. And somewhere between waking up and getting moving, we quietly decide what kind of day this will be—often without realizing we’ve done it.
That’s usually how years start too.
Not with bold resolutions or confident faith, but with momentum. We carry last year straight into the next one. Same worries. Same expectations. Same internal limits we’ve learned to live with.
And yet, every now and then, God slows us down long enough to ask a better question.
Not, What do you want this year?
But, What are you actually expecting?
Most believers don’t struggle with whether God is able. We’ve seen His faithfulness before. We know the stories. We’ve experienced His help in hard seasons. The issue isn’t belief in God’s power, it’s how much room we leave for it to work.
Paul says “God is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think”. That sounds encouraging until you realize where that power operates. Not around us. Not merely for us. But within us.
Which means the question isn’t whether God can do more. The question is whether we’re open to receiving it.
Life has a way of closing us off. Disappointment teaches caution. Delay teaches restraint. Fatigue teaches survival. And before long, we’re still praying, but with guarded expectations. Still believing, but only for what feels reasonable.
We don’t stop trusting God. We just put a lid on our faith.
God has never had trouble filling empty vessels. Scripture proves that again and again. What limits overflow isn’t emptiness, it’s closure. A heart that has quietly decided how much God will “probably” do.
Sometimes we ask God for more while clinging tightly to control, comfort, and conclusions we’ve already drawn. And God, in His mercy, waits. Not because He is unwilling, but because He will not force abundance into a closed life.
This year might not begin with God adding something new. It may begin with Him removing what has crowded your heart. Old fears. Old assumptions. Old expectations shaped by what didn’t happen before.
Because more doesn’t come from striving harder. It comes from opening wider.
Expecting greater isn’t hype. It’s trust. Believing bigger isn’t denial, it’s alignment. It’s choosing to let God be as big in your future as His Word says He already is.
You don’t need a new plan for this year.
You don’t need to carry pressure into it.
You don’t need to manufacture change.
God has never asked that of you.
He has only asked for room.
So don’t rush this year. Don’t seal it shut with fear or lowered expectations. Stay open. Stay surrendered. Stay available. Let God interrupt your pace and exceed your assumptions.
Because when hearts open, heaven moves.
And more begins the moment we stop closing what God wants to fill.
by Shannon Tillman | Dec 25, 2025 | Bible Study, Blog, Thoughts
Kevin bought me a small box in the shape of a golden crown. On the inside of the box is a tiny nativity with Mary, Joseph, and baby Jesus in a manger. The box is a perfect reminder of the King of the Universe who was willing to lower Himself to become a baby clothed in flesh.
I wonder how the angels felt the first time they saw Jesus on earth. They had seen Him in all of His glory in heaven. Suddenly, He looked like an ordinary baby sleeping in a feeding trough. They could recall Him being more brilliant than the sun and more expansive than heaven’s throne room. In the manger, He needed a light to shine on Him to be seen and He was measured in inches. What did the angels think about such an event as this?
While the angels witnessed this phenomenon of glory being clothed in flesh at the birth of Jesus, the disciples saw the reversal during the ministry of Jesus over thirty years later.
Matthew 17:1-2
After six days Jesus took with him Peter, James and John the brother of James, and led them up a high mountain by themselves. There he was transfigured before them. His face shone like the sun, and his clothes became as white as the light.
Peter, James, and John are the first humans to see the outward flesh of Jesus being transformed into light. They witnessed the inward deity of Jesus impacting the physical realm of Jesus. The glory was so powerful that His skin was changed to such a brilliant light that it was compared to the sun. The impact, whatever may have been taking place even at a cellular level, was so powerful that the garments on His body transformed as well into what could only be described as white light.
The gospel of Luke compared the transformation to a powerful force in the sky.
Luke 9:28-29
About eight days after Jesus said this, he took Peter, John and James with him and went up onto a mountain to pray. As he was praying, the appearance of his face changed, and his clothes became as bright as a flash of lightning.
A flash of lightning holds over a billion watts of energy! His brilliance would have been so spectacular! I think it could only be seen in short glimpses for it would actually hurt physical eyes, just as direct viewing of the sun and lightning do to us today.
What the angels had witnessed of Jesus before He came to earth, the disciples experienced in reverse. The angels viewed glory clothed in flesh; the disciples saw flesh give way to glory.
Luke 9:34-36
While he was speaking, a cloud appeared and covered them, and they were afraid as they entered the cloud. A voice came from the cloud, saying, “This is my Son, whom I have chosen; listen to him.” When the voice had spoken, they found that Jesus was alone. The disciples kept this to themselves and did not tell anyone at that time what they had seen.
The brilliant light was veiled again in flesh. The disciples now had gone through what the angels had felt decades before. Glory was dimmed by being contained in skin. However, what they had briefly seen, they would never forget. Later, they would share the experience with others as witnesses of when His flesh gave way to His inner light.
This Christmas may we be reminded of the gift of God, the glory of God, wrapped in human flesh. The disciples saw the gift unwrapped on a mountain. The angels saw the gift wrapped in a manger. Jesus is truly the gift of God, the glory of God, to us.
by Shannon Tillman | Dec 18, 2025 | Bible Study, Blog, Thoughts
A promise given during the threat of war surprisingly became a beacon of eternal hope. The promise was originally given to an evil king of Israel. However, his descendant Joseph saw the fulfillment of the promise seven hundred years after it had been spoken. The original promise seemed out of context at the time but only made sense hundreds of years later with the birth of Jesus. I wonder if Joseph understood that the word given to his great, great, great, great, and many more greats grandfather was being fulfilled in his day. Matthew, the gospel writer, knew. He put the pieces together that were hundreds of years apart. One stemmed from unbelief, the other chose to believe. Joseph, unlike his ancestor Ahaz, acted in faith and experienced the answer to the promise.
Matthew 1:18-24
This is how the birth of Jesus the Messiah came about: His mother Mary was pledged to be married to Joseph, but before they came together, she was found to be pregnant through the Holy Spirit. Because Joseph her husband was faithful to the law, and yet did not want to expose her to public disgrace, he had in mind to divorce her quietly.
But after he had considered this, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, “Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because what is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins.”
All this took place to fulfill what the Lord had said through the prophet: “THE VIRGIN WILL CONCEIVE AND GIVE BIRTH TO A SON” (which means “God with us”).
When Joseph woke up, he did what the angel of the Lord had commanded him and took Mary home as his wife. (emphasis mine)
The promise fulfilled was about Immanuel. This promise was given to the ancestor of Joseph, a king of Israel named Ahaz. The hopeful promise came during an unlikely time in the midst of potential war. King Ahaz was afraid.
Isaiah 7:1-2
When Ahaz son of Jotham, the son of Uzziah, was king of Judah, King Rezin of Aram and Pekah son of Remaliah king of Israel marched up to fight against Jerusalem, but they could not overpower it.
Now the house of David was told, “Aram has allied itself with Ephraim”; so the hearts of Ahaz and his people were shaken, as the trees of the forest are shaken by the wind.
War was on the horizon. The people and the king were shaking with fear. The Lord told the prophet Isaiah to go and deliver a message to Ahaz.
Isaiah 7:4, 7, 9b
Say to him, ‘Be careful, keep calm and don’t be afraid. Do not lose heart because of these two smoldering stubs of firewood—because of the fierce anger of Rezin and Aram and of the son of Remaliah…Yet this is what the Sovereign Lord says:
“‘It will not take place,
it will not happen…
If you do not stand firm in your faith,
you will not stand at all.’”
Isaiah assured King Ahaz that the enemy would not overtake them. And the Lord encouraged Ahaz to stand in faith, to believe what God had told him. The Lord even went on to give a further opportunity to build up faith in Ahaz for what He had already promised to do.
Isaiah 7:10-12
Again the Lord spoke to Ahaz, “Ask the Lord your God for a sign, whether in the deepest depths or in the highest heights.”
But Ahaz said, “I will not ask; I will not put the Lord to the test.”
It sounded spiritual but the truth was that Ahaz was defying the Lord. God commanded the king to ask for a sign. This sign was to be a visible reminder of the promise to come. Ahaz, however, was a wicked king. Isaiah saw through his spiritual pretense to his evil heart.
Isaiah 7:13-17
Then Isaiah said, “Hear now, you house of David! Is it not enough to try the patience of humans? Will you try the patience of my God also? Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: THE VIRGIN WILL CONCEIVE AND GIVE BIRTH TO A SON, AND WILL CALL HIM IMMANUEL. He will be eating curds and honey when he knows enough to reject the wrong and choose the right, for before the boy knows enough to reject the wrong and choose the right, the land of the two kings you dread will be laid waste. The Lord will bring on you and on your people and on the house of your father a time unlike any since Ephraim broke away from Judah—he will bring the king of Assyria.” (emphasis mine)
In the context of impending war, this promise made little sense. However, in the scope of time and history, God was declaring the time of the Messiah. It would be after the fall of these other nations as well as devastations of war from Assyria. It was a promise for a distant future. Yet, the Lord had Isaiah declare this promise to Ahaz because it would be his descendant, Joseph, who would finally receive the fulfillment of this word.
A promise given by the Lord is a promise kept. A wicked king could not stop a promise of God. Evil nations rose and fell, but God’s word took place just as He had said. Time passed by but the promise came exactly on time. What He says He will do, He WILL do. He promised that Immanuel would be with us and Immanuel was given to us. His promise is a guarantee. We can trust the words the Lord speaks into our lives because Immanuel, God with us, came just as promised, so we know all the promises He has spoken will be fulfilled.
by Shannon Tillman | Dec 11, 2025 | Blog, Thoughts
I would like to think that I would say “yes” to God. Yet, when I look at Scripture at some of the actions the Lord told His people to take, I may be more honest to say I would probably shrink back. I would not be bold enough. Honestly, I would just be embarrassed.
Joshua was asked to march his army around the city of Jericho. This is weird. I know the end of the story, the victory, but I would have felt awkward giving those instructions for a military campaign. Isaiah was asked to walk around naked as a sign to Israel’s future punishment for idol worship. That would have received a big “no way, Lord” from me. Ezekiel had to be tied down with ropes and lay on his side for months to picture the captivity of Israel. Not only that, he had to cook his food over animal poop! Hosea was called to marry a prostitute who would often be unfaithful and leave him for other men.
Then, we come to Mary. She was a young girl, pledged to be married. She received the request of heaven to bear the long-awaited Messiah. But to do this she would have the Spirit of God impregnate her. She would be tainted as “pregnant out of wedlock” all of her days. A reputation ruined while obeying God. Without hesitation, she said yes.
Why do we think our call to obedience is without cost today? Why do we think God is only asking us to do easy or comfortable things? He calls us to a strange obedience in this world, which only makes perfect sense in the heavenlies. We are told to leave our reputation behind as we follow the Lord’s guidance to sometimes humiliating situations. Would we rather say “yes” to our pride? Often, I do. I think of what others may say about me, or how their opinion of me might change, or even how I might be treated differently. But in that, I miss the victory of God.
Jericho fell and Joshua became a military legend. Isaiah received specific prophecies of the messiah hundreds of years before they took place and wrote Scripture that will be fulfilled in the future. Ezekiel saw the throne of God, the glory of God. Hosea gave a picture of forgiveness to any person or nation that wanders from the Lord and the redemption God brings to us.
And, of course, there is Mary. She birthed the Savior of the world.
It is time for us to say “yes” no matter how strange the request. For a strange obedience brings a miraculous response from God.
by Shannon Tillman | Dec 4, 2025 | Bible Study, Blog, Theology, Thoughts
I did not want to pray again. It felt ineffective. Years of prayer but no answers. The enemy taunted me.
“God will not answer your prayer. The promises in His Word are not for you. The words were taken out of context. You just want them to apply because you are so desperate in your situation.”
The lies kept coming. I felt weary. It had been so long. I think some of my friends tired of hearing the same prayer requests. Yet, a list of names in the Bible roused me to pray again. These names were of King David’s mighty warriors. One of these soldiers jumped off the page and encouraged me to stand firm.
2 Samuel 23:9
Next to him was Eleazar son of Dodai the Ahohite. As one of the three mighty warriors, he was with David when they taunted the Philistines gathered at Pas Dammim for battle. Then the Israelites retreated…
The Israelite soldiers turned to run. They were being defeated by the enemy. Lives were on the line. The people of Israel would be impacted. However, one man stood between an invading army and the people of the land he loved.
2 Samuel 23:10a
…but Eleazar stood his ground and struck down the Philistines till his hand grew tired and froze to the sword.
While the rest of the soldiers retreated, Eleazar stood his ground. He was not assured a victory; he could have been killed at any moment. However, he chose to keep fighting although his fellow soldiers left him and the enemy outnumbered him. As enemy after enemy came upon him, Eleazar struck each one down. The physical toll was evident; his hand fused to the sword. Despite the impact on his body, he would not give up.
There are times when we will stand alone. The people we thought would be with us during difficult times leave. We feel deserted as we face a spiritual enemy that is larger than us. We, too, can choose to flee, to take cover, to protect ourselves. We can decide to take the easier route, what everyone else is doing, and hide.
Or we can stand alone.
Ephesians 6:10-13
Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.
The enemy comes against us. We can pretend we are not in a spiritual battle, only to be destroyed. We can run from the spiritual battle, only to the harm of ourselves or others. We can talk about the battle amongst ourselves, how difficult it is, only to convince each other to stop fighting. Or we can stand. And in our stand, we must fight. We, like Eleazar, have a sword.
Ephesian 6:17a,c
Take…the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
The Word of God is our weapon. The enemy will come with lies, deceit, doubt, manipulation, difficult circumstances, and anything else in his arsenal. We fight back with the Word of God. Each attack of the enemy is struck down. It takes time; it is hard work; it seems impossible. But we must hold onto the word until it has fused into us. And there we will stand victorious as the enemy lays defeated at our feet. The victory is not ours, but the victory belongs to the Lord.
2 Samuel 23:10b
The Lord brought about a great victory that day.
Eleazar knew a miracle had taken place that day. Because Eleazar stood, even stood alone against an army, victory was achieved. God does not need a crowd, but just one person willing to stand firm, willing to obey the King’s command to fight and to keep on fighting until the enemy is defeated.
Eleazar stood alone, but God’s victory belonged to everyone.
2 Samuel 23:10c
The troops returned to Eleazar, but only to strip the dead.
The troops returned, not to help in the fight but to help with the plunder. Because Eleazar stood his ground, others benefited from the victory. You may be alone in the battle you face, but others will experience the benefits of victory because of you.
Do not stop fighting. Do not stop praying. Do not stop wielding the word of God in your circumstances. The enemy is relentless, but he will be defeated. Stand firm and soon we will see the victory of the Lord.
by Jessica Hensley | Nov 27, 2025 | Blog, Thoughts
Who would have ever thought that a song or a scripture verse or even a poem could impact a life forever?
I’m living proof and a life changed by powerful, positive encouragement. Words and rhythms have influenced my life for many, many years and I can feel the power of love, joy, and peace radiate from songs, scripture verses, and poems. We are moved by words. Even scripture tells us that life and death are in the power of our tongue. Every word that flows from us matters.
I titled this blog entry, “Made For More”, for good reason. This song recently spoke life to my spirit in a time of life when I was experiencing hardship and desperation. I had never heard the song before. A dear friend introduced it to us one Wednesday night in choir practice at church. Both she and I have experienced loss of family and hardships. Despite the heartaches of life, she and I enter the presence of God when we worship, surrender, and pray. Through it all, we lay all that we have at the feet of Jesus. Just as another song says: “He is our way-maker, our miracle-worker, our promise-keeper, our light in the darkness…our God…that is who He is.” We press on through the struggles, and He sustains, He protects, and He heals. We have seen that wonder-working power in the blood. Hope isn’t lost even in our times of desperation. God is right in the pit with us as he was with Joseph in the Bible when his brothers abandoned him and he was left to fend for himself…all alone…but still, God is greater. God is right with us in every fight of our lives, as he was with young shepherd boy (Anointed King) David who victoriously defeated the nine foot nine inch tall Philistine giant named Goliath. God never leaves us. He never forsakes us. We are loved, comforted, and protected by our Almighty Sovereign God at all times and in every situation. Whatever you may be going through, just speak his name: “Jesus. Jesus. Jesus.”
I am learning in my life that prayer, surrender, obedience, and faith in God are the “secret sauce” ingredients to getting closer towards transformation and miracles. However, we cannot bypass the hardships, the pain, and the difficulties. There is always a wilderness before a promised land. There’s always a cross before a resurrection. There is always a Red Sea needing to be parted by the Great I Am before we can rise up like Lazurus and be made alive again through the power of God’s resurrection power He has gifted to us. We must have faith that is not shaky or uncertain. As we read in the book of James, we must completely believe that God will come through. Pray like you believe that He will answer your prayers. As Hebrews 11:1 states: “Now faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things not seen.” We usually do not see the miracle until the moment it happens, but God has a perfect time and you can trust that He is faithful to keep every promise He has given to us.
There is a song I grew up hearing at my home church in Georgia. My Pastor’s wife, Mrs. Kathy, would sing, “He’ll Do It Again.” The lyrics state, “You may not know how…you may not know when…but he’ll do it again.” Whatever that “it” is in your life, God is faithful. He will come through. He will meet your needs according to His riches and glory in Christ Jesus. That song, “He’ll Do It Again”, was exactly what little Jessica needed to hear when she was six years young and she struggled to learn how to read in first grade after her Mom passed away unexpectedly. On top of that, she got lice bugs in her hair that was “the worst case of a lice infestation” her principal, Mr. Jones, had ever seen. They say when it rains it pours; and my little tiny self was emotionally, physically, and spiritually drained and feeling helpless, hopeless, and all alone despite having a lovely, dear, God-fearing family and church family. Life can knock us down and the enemy will continue hurling darkness without a second thought. Life is hard, but God is greater.
To help me to learn, my family kept me busy reading out loud all of the time. Eventually, I did learn to read and now I love to read. My Uncle Jojo laminated my very first 100 spelling test and I cherish it still. God’s faithful to answer prayers, especially of a hurting little girl. And for those little critters in my hair, my Grandma and Dad cleared my head and everything in the house, ensuring that others did not get infectected. Some of the hardships ended, others endured; but through it all, I experienced the faithfulness of God.
Through the years, I have written songs of God’s faithfulness. I will continue to share His great love and faithfulness as long as I am alive. I have seen His hand time and time again. I am thankful for God’s faithfulness in all of my life and I pray you always remember the goodness of God, too. Reach out and seek him fervently. He is near to the broken-hearted. He saves the crushed in spirit.
Great is thy faithfulness Lord unto me.
