by Shannon Tillman | Feb 27, 2025 | Bible Study
“It just didn’t work out”. This sentence summarizes an end to a situation or a relationship. However, this statement is from our perspective, not from God’s point of view. The Lord has a different summary over our circumstances:
Romans 8:28
And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.
God says “It will work out”. We may not know when or how, but it will work for good even if we are not around to see it happen.
Such was the case for the prophet Isaiah. He would not live to see the miracle from the murder. This story began not with a crime, but instead with a healing from a death bed.
2 Kings 20:1-6a
In those days Hezekiah became mortally ill. And Isaiah the prophet the son of Amoz came to him and said to him, “Thus says the Lord, ‘Set your house in order, for you shall die and not live.’” Then he turned his face to the wall and prayed to the Lord, saying, “Remember now, O Lord, I beseech You, how I have walked before You in truth and with a whole heart and have done what is good in Your sight.” And Hezekiah wept bitterly. Before Isaiah had gone out of the middle court, the word of the Lord came to him, saying, “Return and say to Hezekiah the leader of My people, ‘Thus says the Lord, the God of your father David, “I have heard your prayer, I have seen your tears; behold, I will heal you. On the third day you shall go up to the house of the Lord. I will add fifteen years to your life…
Hezekiah was on the verge of death, yet God added fifteen years to his life. This is one of those “hallelujah moments”. Imagine how faith in the Lord increased by all of those who had witnessed this miraculous event. Isaiah had the honor of declaring the word of the Lord to king Hezekiah and to see the king recover. God honored His promise and Hezekiah lived another fifteen years. During this time, he fathered a son named Manasseh who would become king after his father’s death.
2 Kings 21:1-3
Manasseh was twelve years old when he became king, and he reigned fifty-five years in Jerusalem; and his mother’s name was Hephzibah. He did evil in the sight of the Lord, according to the abominations of the nations whom the Lord dispossessed before the sons of Israel. For he rebuilt the high places which Hezekiah his father had destroyed; and he erected altars for Baal and made an Asherah, as Ahab king of Israel had done, and worshiped all the host of heaven and served them.
Manasseh was evil. His father, Hezekiah, had been a godly king, but Manasseh was considered the most wicked king in all of Judah’s history. He not only set up idols, he sacrificed some of his children to them. He practiced witchcraft and placed evil images in the holy temple of the Lord. God told the prophets that Manasseh was more wicked than the nations that had been driven out of the Promised Land before Israel settled there.
2 Kings 21:9
…Manasseh seduced them to do evil more than the nations whom the Lord destroyed before the sons of Israel.
His evil corrupted the nation of Judah which followed his wicked ways. This led to a loss of many lives, for Manasseh was a cold-blooded killer.
2 Kings 21:16
Moreover, Manasseh shed very much innocent blood until he had filled Jerusalem from one end to another; besides his sin with which he made Judah sin, in doing evil in the sight of the Lord.
According to ancient Jewish and Christian tradition, the prophet Isaiah was killed by king Manasseh. He was murdered by being sawed in two. Some scholars believe a verse of Hebrews may reference Isaiah’s death:
Hebrews 11:37-38
They were put to death by stoning; they were SAWED IN TWO; they were killed by the sword. They went about in sheepskins and goatskins, destitute, persecuted and mistreated— the world was not worthy of them. They wandered in deserts and mountains, living in caves and in holes in the ground. (emphasis mine)
Let’s put the pieces together. Isaiah informed Hezekiah that the king was about to die. Hezekiah cried out to the Lord. God told Isaiah to let Hezekiah know that his life would be extended fifteen years. Three years later, Manasseh was born. Nine years after that, Hezekiah died and Manasseh became the most murderous, idolatrous king in Judah’s history. His reign of terror included killing the very prophet who was a part of his father’s miraculous healing.
Can you imagine Isaiah’s cries to the Lord? He had to witness the complete surrender of the nation to evil, such evil that people were killed to appease these false gods. Isaiah knew Manasseh was born after the miraculous healing of Hezekiah. “Why, Lord?” If Hezekiah had died, Manasseh would not have been born to kill so many people, to entice the nation to idolatry, witchcraft, and perversion. On top of the wretchedness Isaiah witnessed in the nation, he himself is murdered by Manasseh. I think an understatement would be to say “That didn’t work out”. This story has so many heart-wrenching questions and layers that seem to end in only allowing evil to triumph and good to be destroyed. Except, God intervenes in a surprising way.
2 Chronicles 33:10-11
The Lord spoke to Manasseh and his people, but they paid no attention. Therefore the Lord brought the commanders of the army of the king of Assyria against them, and they captured Manasseh with hooks, bound him with bronze chains and took him to Babylon.
The Lord had given warnings, most likely even through the prophet Isaiah. For the book of Isaiah records many warnings to the people of Judah. Yet, Manasseh and the people ignored the warnings. The Lord allowed Manasseh to be taken prisoner to a foreign land.
If this was the end of the story, we could at least settle for our ideas of justice taking place. Yet, this justice turns into a miracle.
2 Chronicles 33:12-13
When he was in distress, he entreated the Lord his God and humbled himself greatly before the God of his fathers. When he prayed to Him, He was moved by his entreaty and heard his supplication, and brought him again to Jerusalem to his kingdom. Then Manasseh knew that the Lord was God.
Manasseh, the murderous idol worshipper, becomes a believer in the Lord God! Manasseh, the evil king, became the humbled prisoner, was miraculously released from prison and allowed to rule again in Judah. This time, he reigned with a new heart.
2 Chronicles 33:15-16
He also removed the foreign gods and the idol from the house of the Lord, as well as all the altars which he had built on the mountain of the house of the Lord and in Jerusalem, and he threw them outside the city. He set up the altar of the Lord and sacrificed peace offerings and thank offerings on it; and he ordered Judah to serve the Lord God of Israel.
The idol worshiper becomes an evangelist of the Lord! Only God could have foreseen such a tremendous ending to an otherwise horrendous story.
On the day Isaiah died, it may have seemed that “Things didn’t work out”. The truth is, it worked out for a greater, miraculous good than could have ever been imagined. God is faithful to His promise:
Romans 8:28
And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.
Whatever situation that looks like it is not working out in our lives, means that it is not yet over. The final chapter has not been written. At some point whether we are still on earth, or only seeing the highlights in heaven, we will be able to testify that God did work it out for good and it is truly marvelous!
What do we need to do while we wait for God to work it all for good? We must pray. Manasseh cried out to the Lord from his prison cell and received a miracle. His father, Hezekiah, had cried out to the Lord from his death bed and received a miracle. Cry out to God, in your situation that looks hopeless and wait for the Lord to intervene and bring a miracle.
by Shannon Tillman | Feb 20, 2025 | Bible Study, Thoughts
My husband and I have been walking through a season of profound loss over the last few years. Every part of our lives has been impacted. My heart would still be grieving over one loss when another would burst upon the scene. My emotions felt so raw and our lives so mangled. At a conference I spoke at, I told the crowd that we were living a country song because we even lost our precious dog. You can’t get more country than that!
My prayers seemed to be more tears than words. My dear prayer partners were often left speechless as the events of my life unfolded; they did not know what to say to even attempt to encourage me. The book of Job was sometimes referenced and I often heard, “I don’t know, but I can pray for you.” Their prayers for me were so precious because they knew I did not have any more prayer inside to pour out. One day, I said to the Lord, “I have been stripped of everything.” There was not a single area of life that I could point to that had not been devastated in some way.
The Lord’s answer to me was gentle but clear, “If something or someone is already surrendered, it would not be stripped.”
At first, I was taken aback by what He said. Did that mean God stripped me to punish me? But then my mind felt the words of Job:
Job 1:21
Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart. The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised.”
Job spoke these words after the loss of all his possessions, the loss of the majority of his servants, and the loss of all ten of his children. It was not the Lord who actually caused the devastation; Satan did that.
Job 1:8-12
Then the Lord said to Satan, “Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil.” “Does Job fear God for nothing?” Satan replied. “Have you not put a hedge around him and his household and everything he has? You have blessed the work of his hands, so that his flocks and herds are spread throughout the land. But now stretch out your hand and strike everything he has, and he will surely curse you to your face.” The Lord said to Satan, “Very well, then, everything he has is in your power, but on the man himself do not lay a finger.” Then Satan went out from the presence of the Lord.
Satan proceeded in wreaking havoc in Job’s life. Yet, Job responded in worship rooted in His profound trust of the Lord. Job understood that God is sovereign even over the enemy’s devastation in our lives.
Job 1:22
In all this, Job did not sin by charging God with wrongdoing.
Life will have its share of pain and loss. Jesus even promised it:
John 16:33b
“…In this world you will have trouble…”
That is usually not the promise people print out and stick on their mirror for encouragement for the day. “Yippee, I get to face trouble today!” We want the promises of victory, strength, blessings, healing, and prosperity; not verses on trouble.
The truth is, life is trouble. We live in a fallen world, with sinful people (which I am one of especially when I am hungry, so this is your warning), with a powerful enemy who seeks to destroy us. There will be losses; there will be pain; there will be heartaches; there will be death.
If we hold tightly onto the people and things around us, losses will feel like pieces of our heart are being stripped away. But when we surrender each piece, each person as painful as it may be, we are surrendering to the sovereign God who rules over every situation in our lives. I realized that day God was inviting me to surrender my pain to Him. Instead of staying focused on all that was stripped from us, I needed to look to the one who was over my entire life. “Lord, I do not understand why this was allowed to happen, but I choose to trust you.” The loss was the same, but my heart was changed.
I knew God could have prevented everything that happened and the season we are still walking through. He is mighty, powerful, and able to perform miracles. Yet, in my world I still have trouble. I can blame God or I can blame others which just keeps me distant from true comfort in my time of pain. I can focus on the losses and stay stuck in the question of “why” which magnifies every painful situation and leaves me feeling like a victim in a cosmic war. Or I can surrender each heartbreak to the Lord and trust that He sees, He knows, and He will eventually bring blessing out of the pain in His timing and in His way.
Job 42:12
The Lord blessed the latter part of Job’s life more than the former part.
There will be a moment when I will finally see the goodness of God in each area of my life that has been impacted by the severe losses we have suffered. In the end, the blessing of God will overtake the destruction of the enemy. I do not know when that will take place or how it will look in the end. However, I know I can trust all that has been surrendered to Him.
Job 1:21b
The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised.
by Shannon Tillman | Feb 6, 2025 | Bible Study
I never watched the movie Braveheart. I get woozy and nauseous even with fake Hollywood war scenes. That movie is not on my list. However, I know the famous cry is for “Freedom”, to no longer be captive to the oppressors. While we may know this theme from movies, do we know the reality of freedom in our own lives?
2 Peter 2:19
They promise them freedom, while they themselves are slaves of depravity—for people are slaves to whatever has mastered them.
What has mastered us? What sin do we think is just going to be a part of our lives to the end of our days? Maybe we have excused it with the lie of “that is just the way I am” or even the lie of “it is not that big of deal”. However, we are a slave to that sin. Slaves! That means we are not in control, instead the sin controls us. We can claim freedom while being completely in bondage!
Does that frighten anyone besides me? I do not want anything to be my dictator, my captor, my slave master. Jesus spoke of this as well.
John 8:34
Jesus replied, “Very truly I tell you, everyone who sins is a slave to sin.
This verse applies to everyone! We have two choices: slavery or freedom. Slavery comes from choosing habitual sin. This verse applies to those who know Jesus as well as those who do not.
2 Peter 2:20-21
If they have escaped the corruption of the world by knowing our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and are again entangled in it and are overcome, they are worse off at the end than they were at the beginning. It would have been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than to have known it and then to turn their backs on the sacred command that was passed on to them.
We can know Jesus and then become entangled again to this world which is considered worse than never knowing Him at all. We must guard against this world that wants to take us captive once more to its systems. The enemy desires us to return to our former sinful ways so that we may become slaves once again.
2 Peter 2:22
Of them the proverbs are true: “A dog returns to its vomit,” and, “A sow that is washed returns to her wallowing in the mud.”
Did you know it is possible to not return to incessant sin? To stay free? We do not have to be like a dog returning to vomit or a pig wallowing in mud. We can have a new way of life that is not connected to the sin that seems to keep us in bondage. It is our choice. Will we stay entangled in the world and remain a slave or will we let Jesus set us free?
John 8:34-36
Jesus replied, “Very truly I tell you, everyone who sins is a slave to sin. Now a slave has no permanent place in the family, but a son belongs to it forever. So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.
The only way to escape the bondage of sin is for the Son to set us free. We can escape slavery by remaining in a relationship with Jesus. His desire is for us to escape captivity in order to live as children of God.
We know that we are children and not slaves by living according to the Father’s will, revealed in His Word.
John 8:31-32
To the Jews who had believed him, Jesus said, “If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”
When we live according to the Word, we are free. When we live according to the world, we are slaves. We decide each day, each moment what we live by. We can be children or captives; the choice is ours.
Wherever there is habitually sin in our lives, we can cry out to Jesus to free us. And when He sets us free, we will be free indeed. The freedom is beyond not just being a slave, but enjoying the relationship as children with our Heavenly Father. And we do not even have to paint our face blue and yell “freedom” in a Scottish accent (that is a reference to the movie Braveheart for all of you who are squeamish like me). We will be free!
by Shannon Tillman | Jan 30, 2025 | Bible Study
The nation of Judah had been repeatedly warned. The prophets called for the people to forsake their idols and return to the Lord. The nation ignored the warnings. One of the prophets, Jeremiah, not only delivered the message, he also witnessed firsthand the fulfillment of judgment. The people were attacked by the Babylonians as they had been repeatedly told. In an attempt to save their lives, the people tore down their own houses to build what was needed in a futile attempt to keep the enemy from victory.
Jeremiah 33:4-5a
For this is what the Lord, the God of Israel, says about the houses in this city and the royal palaces of Judah that have been torn down to be used against the siege ramps and the sword in the fight with the Babylonians…
What the nation of Judah did then is the same thing we do today. Households, and families are broken down in human-strategized attempts to fight the enemy. This only leads to defeat. What was needed for Judah is what we need now. Victory occurs when we repent of our sin and forsake our idols. If they had heeded the warnings from the prophets, repented from sin, and turned away from idols; the attack from the enemy would never have taken place.
How many battles do we cause ourselves? Instead of an honest evaluation of our sins, we tend to blame others or blame the enemy. What are the sins in our lives that we keep excusing? That sin damages not just us, but those around us. What do we rely on instead of God? That is our idols. Maybe it is money, a relationship, your own reasoning, your opinion, your decision-making abilities, control, power, or even enabling the sin of others is sin as well. Refusing to forsake the idols allows the enemy access into our lives. This can destroy our families. The next generation suffers because of our own choices to disobey the Lord.
The enemy was allowed by God to attack Judah because they refused to give up their idols. They had ignored the prophets who had warned them of the coming destruction. They continued with their same ways, same lifestyles, same sins. Just like this nation, we destroy our families by our own hands.
Jeremiah 33:5
‘They will be filled with the dead bodies of the people I will slay in my anger and wrath. I will hide my face from this city because of all its wickedness.
None of this had to occur. The people did not have to suffer, lives did not have to be lost, enslavement did not have to take place. If only this generation had chosen to repent and forsake their idols! Their lives would have been spared and their children would have been delivered from harm. It comes down to a choice. The same choice we have today. We can choose to ignore the Word of God and stay in sin, or we can repent.
I want to make a note here, this message was given to the people of God. Of course, those who do not know the Lord need to repent and turn to Jesus. But here, I am writing to us believers. We cannot coddle sin in our lives any longer, to excuse it as “not a big deal”. In the nation of Judah, the sacrifices in the Temple of God were still taking place. The people had “church” and their idols, too. This is what we are being called to stop. We must repent from having our lives somewhat in God and somewhat in the world. This sin is what led to the destruction of families, the downfall of a nation, and children forced to live in slavery. The choice to save our families comes down to our decision today. When we repent, God will restore our families in an amazing way.
Jeremiah 33:6
“‘Nevertheless, I will bring health and healing to it; I will heal my people and will let them enjoy abundant peace and security.
God wants to bring health and healing to our families. Once again, this is not just for the “unsaved”. God says He will heal “My people” (emphasis mine). This is referring to the people of God. We must face our sin and idols, not excuse them any longer. What needs to be removed from our lives so that blessing may come? God desires to brings us an abundance of “peace and security”. Another version of the Bible says an abundance of “peace and truth”. This is the standard. If any part of our lives or our households showcase chaos, worry, anxiety, falsehoods, instability, etc. then it is the evidence that we are not living in God’s healing but living in our own sin. But we can be changed!
Jeremiah 33:7-8
I will bring Judah and Israel back from captivity and will rebuild them as they were before. I will cleanse them from all the sin they have committed against me and will forgive all their sins of rebellion against me.
The Lord desires to set us free and help us to rebuild what we broke and tore down. We can be cleansed and forgiven. We then become new, which is reflected in our families. Instead of having broken lives and broken families, we will be testimonies of joy!
Jeremiah 33:9
Then this city will bring me renown, joy, praise and honor before all nations on earth that hear of all the good things I do for it; and they will be in awe and will tremble at the abundant prosperity and peace I provide for it.’
Our families can be known for joy, praise, and glory instead of pain, chaos and destruction. Others will hear of the good in our families, not the problems. Instead of fearing the enemy attack, we can live in reverence to the Lord and His goodness towards us.
Jeremiah 33:26b
…For I will restore their fortunes and have compassion on them.’”
Lord, please have mercy on us. In all ways we have torn down our own household, will you please restore us? We are sorry for the excuses we made about our sins instead of repenting from our sins. We choose to forsake our idols and serve you alone. Thank you for Your compassion on us. Thank you that when we repent, You rebuild us and our families. You are so good to us. Amen.
by Shannon Tillman | Jan 23, 2025 | Thoughts
I have never physically birthed a child. However, I was in a delivery room one time with a friend. I was not expecting to be there at the time when the little baby came, much less be asked to stay in the room during the process. (Just a side note: I am not the one you want with you in an emergency situation. I get woozy at the thought of blood. The mere talk about our body’s circulatory system can make me faint. Please do not show me pictures of anything medical in nature. I appreciate that the doctor fixed you up in surgery, but I do not want those images set before my eyes for your sake and for mine. It would be embarrassing that I fainted because of your pain!) While I thought the entire process was a horrific ordeal, the mom would testify that though the childbirth was difficult, the joy from the birth of the child was worth the pain!
The curse from Eve was difficulty in childbirth. Due to her eating from the forbidden tree of the knowledge of good and evil, she received punishment concerning the process of having children. The Lord told her:
Genesis 3:16b
I will make your pains in childbearing very severe; with painful labor you will give birth to children.
I want to take this verse and bring it to a spiritual application. Paul himself does this in the book of Galatians. Paul had been a missionary to the region of Galatia and saw many come to faith in Jesus. Later, after he left the area, doctrinal error came into the church. They believed that the addition of works helped them to be saved instead of faith alone in Christ. Paul wrote a letter to address the heresy. In the letter, he compared himself to a mother who had labored for her children’s lives.
Galatians 4:19-20
My dear children, for whom I am again in the pains of childbirth until Christ is formed in you, how I wish I could be with you now and change my tone, because I am perplexed about you!
Paul understood that spiritual labor is difficult, painful, and often messy. Ministry to others is labor. Yet, we are called to labor, to work, to invest in bearing “spiritual” children. It costs us time, energy, pain, and even loss. The labor is not completed at the moment of their acceptance as Jesus as their Savior. If so, then Paul would not have felt like he was in labor again for his spiritual children. The labor continues as we see our children grow as disciples. Sometimes there are moments of parental pride and other times parental pain. No matter the situation, this is an assignment. We are all called to co-labor with Christ to “bear” spiritual children, also called disciples, on this earth.
Matthew 28:18-20
Then Jesus came to them and said, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”
Good parents do not have children to abandon them, but to raise them. All the time, resources, discipline, conversations, caretaking, and everything else involved is to see the baby grow up to become a fully functioning adult. Parents want the children to have more than what they have, to accomplish more than what they did, and to raise up a healthy and whole next generation. This entails many sacrifices of the parents for the children. Each loving parent would say the joy of having the child outweighs the cost.
We are not called to live unto ourselves. We each must endure the labor to birth spiritual children in this world. It is our calling to fulfill the blessing originally given to Adam and Eve when God told them:
Genesis 1:28a
God blessed them and said to them, “Be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it.
We need to be fruitful and increase in number. It is not an easy calling. It involves painful labor. It is duty as believers to reach out to the world and see lives changed by the name of Jesus. It is a giving of our lives so others may have life.
1 Thessalonians 2:7b-8
Just as a nursing mother cares for her children, so we cared for you. Because we loved you so much, we were delighted to share with you not only the gospel of God but our lives as well.
Our lives should be about others. We are to tenderly care for others, love others, delight to share the gospel with others, and to share our lives with others. This cannot be done from a distance, but engaging closely with those around us. This is an intensive, all-encompassing call to see lives changed! However, the messy, painful labor will be worth the sacrifice as we gaze upon the spiritual children God will give us!
