by Kevin Tillman | Nov 6, 2025 | Bible Study, Theology, Thoughts
We live in a world that is full of chaos. Noise, distractions and uncertainty are always present. Deep down, however, our hearts are longing for something more. We don’t need more information, we need revelation. This starts with a better understanding of who God is. The more we truly know Him, the more everything else in this world will make sense.
Throughout the Bible, there is a threefold revelation of the. character of God. This revelation reveals His heart, and also His desire to be in relationship with His creation. God wants us to experience His Presence, be transformed by His Purity, and then walk in His Power.
God’s Presence: He is With Us
Psalm 34:18
“The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
One of the most incredible truths in God’s Word is that He is not far away. From the moment that He walked with Adam in the Garden of Eden to the moment Jesus promised, “I am with you always”, God has revealed His heart. He desires to dwell with His people.
This isn’t just a Sunday morning or Wednesday night experience. It’s a daily awareness of the nearness of God. In the quiet moments and in the middle of the chaos, in the highs and lows, His Presence is constant, and it’s our peace.
I think of a child that’s afraid of the dark. The lights come on, but it’s not the light that alleviates the fear, it’s the presence of the parent that walked in. the presence of someone that love and trust makes all of the difference.
God’s Purity: He is Holy
Isaiah 6:3
“Holy, Holy, Holy is the LORD of armies; the whole earth is full of His glory.”
When Isaiah encountered God’s holiness, he wasn’t simply impressed, he was wrecked. God’s purity exposes what is impure in us, not to condemn us, but to cleanse us. Holiness isn’t God’s demand to keep us at a distance. It’s His invitation to draw us closer by being transformed.
God’s purity reminds us that He isn’t just some bigger version of us. No, He is altogether different. He is perfect in every way. He is full of light, and when that light shines into our lives it reveals not only what’s hidden, but also what is broken.
Think about sunlight shining through a window. That beam of light doesn’t create dust, but it definitely exposes it. It shows what is already there. That’s the way that God’s light works in our lives. There is dust in our lives that needs to be cleaned, but we may never even see it without the light shining in.
God’s Power: He is Able
Ephesians 3:20
“Now to Him who is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think, according to the power that works within us.”
We often think of God’s power in relationship to the miracles, especially the big ones. The Red Sea parting, the blind seeing, the dead being raised. Obviously these are definitely outpourings of God’s power. But, His power is just as real in the unseen things. Think about the strength to forgive some that’s hurt you. Think about the courage to keep going. Think about the grace to change and grow from the inside out.
This same power that raise Jesus from the grave lives inside of every believer. The power of God isn’t something we have to strive for, it’s SOMEONE we walk with daily.
God’s Presence comforts us. God’s Purity refines us. God’s Power strengthens us. God’s Presence reminds us that we are never alone. God’s Purity reminds us that we’re never beyond redemption. God’s Power reminds us that we are never out of hope’s reach.
The same God that is with you, also works in you, and moves through you.
by Kevin Tillman | May 22, 2025 | Bible Study, Thoughts
“The man with a cross no longer controls his destiny; he lost control when he picked up his cross. That cross immediately became to him an all-absorbing interest, an overwhelming interference. No matter what he may desire to do, there is but one thing he can do; that is, move on toward the place of crucifixion.”
A.W. Tozer
The term “Christian” has lost so much of it’s power over the years. In many ways it has become a mere label for someone that is mildly spiritual and attends a worship service on occasion. But, being a Christian is far more than attendance, and some mental assent to a set of beliefs. It’s far more than doing good deeds and treating people kindly. Sure, those are great things, and we are indeed commanded to do so. But …
Christianity is about surrendering.
“The man with a cross no longer controls his destiny…”
When we follow Jesus we relinquish our rights. We live in a society that promotes self, personal ambition, and control. The message of the gospel stands in stark contrast.
Luke 9:23
Then he said to them all: “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me.
These aren’t easy words. The first readers of Luke’s gospel would have completely understood the cross as being a symbol of death. A death that was public, very painful, and humiliating on top of that. Before Jesus died He had to carry His own cross to Calvary. It was a one way, dead end walk that was guaranteed to end in death. As we “take up our cross and follow Jesus”, we are giving up our rights. We have committed to a death walk. We can’t dictate our path, the cross determines it for us.
Practically for us, this means we don’t ask God to bless our ambitions. Instead we surrender and yield to His plan. We have to give up our false illusions of control. Does this come easy? Absolutely not. Is it a one time surrender? Jesus answers clearly by telling us it is “daily”. Everything in us wants to pursue self. To put it bluntly, we are selfish. That is our nature. But God’s plan is surrender.
“That cross immediately became to him an all-absorbing interest, an overwhelming interference.”
Once we pick up the cross, Tozer is asserting it should become our defining focus. It’s not some side gig or hobby. It’s not just an “add on” to our daily lives. It’s not some occasional religious duty we perform. The cross becomes everything. The cross isn’t just one compartment of our lives. The cross is our place of death. All our movements, all our decisions, all our relationships. All are absorbed by the cross. It is indeed an “interference”. It gets in the way of our choices.
“No matter what he may desire to do, there is but one thing he can do.”
As we continue living in this interference changes start happening. Our desires begin to change. Our decisions begin to change. It’s a holy interference. Denying self and taking up the cross goes against our selfish desires, but in time our entire identity starts changing. Pursuing Him becomes part of what we want to do. The things we once valued highly suddenly don’t seem as important. It’s a process, but it’s worth it.
Christianity isn’t just some set of principles. Jesus wasn’t just some prophet that gave some strong advice for living. We are called to die. This death can be hard and even humiliating. But, there’s life, real life on the other side.
Galatians 2:20
I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.
by Kevin Tillman | May 1, 2025 | Thoughts
“I never saw a useful Christian who was not a student of the Bible.”
Dwight L. Moody
How’s that for a strong quote to start off? Convicting to many I’m sure. In this short quote by Moody two words in particular stuck out to me.
The first word was “useful”. Can someone be a Christian without a healthy intake of the Bible? Yes. Are they “useful” to the Kingdom? According to Moody, he hasn’t met one.
The second word was “student”. Being a student implies more than a casual reader. In a day where we can see a Bible verse on a meme in our social media feeds, we can “read” the Bible quite a bit. Verses are everywhere from social media to billboards. But, are these casual glances enough to be a “student”? I think we know the answer. I’m definitely not against scripture being posted on social media feeds, but it’s just simply not enough. Several reasons come to mind. First, a one verse meme can easily be misinterpreted. A false teaching can arise out of a verse taken out of context. Second, without studying the Bible in it’s totality, the bigger picture can be missed. Third, and maybe most importantly, we aren’t allowing God to speak to us through His Word.
Can God speak through just one verse here and there? Of course He can, but that’s not the point. The point is He has given us His Word. He has literally given us answers. He has given us His voice. It’s in our hands. Now we have to be “students” to be “useful”.
Imagine that you have a relative that passed away. Think back on someone that you were close to. In my case I think back to my grandfather that passed away in 2002. He was rough around the edges in so many ways, but he taught me so much. He had a strong work ethic. He grew up poor. He had polio his entire life. But, he never quit. He was tough. He also took me on many adventures as a kid growing up. I saw things and traveled with my grandfather. To this day, much of who I am was shaped by his influence. But now, imagine that I find a book that has a cover that reads “To Kevin, Instructions for Living”. Inside of this book is a collection of stories, truths, laws, parables, prophecies, etc. It’s all written directly to me from him. Would I read it? You bet I would. Would you read a book like that? I know you would.
I’m sure you see the point. That’s the Bible. It’s God’s direct Word to us. Not only that, but there is a promise that God’s Spirit will help us interpret it. It’s not just words on a page, it’s life giving to us.
Without geeking out on specific polling data here are some conclusions drawn by pollsters:
- Most Americans believe the Bible has been the most influential book in history (this even includes younger people polled).
- A majority believe the Bible contains everything someone needs to know in life.
But, that’s where the positive stats end. Pollsters go on to find that many don’t trust the Bible as completely true. They view it as “just another religious book”.
This I believe is key. It starts with our foundational belief in the Bible. If we believe it is truly the inspired Word of God that He has given directly to us, then it should promote our reading. If though, it’s just a “good book” full of some “good application points”, then it’s just another book on the shelf with other self-help books.
Another blog for another day is the defense of the Bible as being the authentic Word of God. Proving the Bible is indeed God’s Word to us is actually not as complicated as one might think. It’s truly too much for this blog post, but here are some bullet points:
- It’s been proven by historical accuracy and archeological digs.
- It’s thematically unified despite being written by approximately 40 different people, across three continents, over roughly 2,000 years. These people were from all different walks of life (scholars to shepherds).
- It made bold future prophetic predictions that were fulfilled with 100% accuracy. By the way there’s still somewhere around 25% of prophecies to be fulfilled. We literally have a future-telling book in our possession.
The Bible isn’t just another book, it is THE BOOK. God does amazing things in the lives of those that bury themselves in it.
Here’s the encouragement from this blog: Become a “student” of the Bible today. Commit to more than just a casual read. The Bible is the greatest book of all time for a reason. It is the one and only book written by God Himself. It’s stood the test of time, and still continues to change lives today. Put it to the test. Pick it up, give it a try, and watch what God will do.
by Kevin Tillman | Apr 10, 2025 | Bible Study, Theology, Thoughts
It’s the single most important week in all of history. We call it Holy Week or Passion Week. It’s the last week of the life of Jesus. Approximately thirty percent of the gospel accounts are focused on this one week. The gospel of John dedicates over forty percent to this final week, including give chapters on just one night. It is obviously a very important week. Assuming the earth is about 6,000 years old, there have been approximately 312,000 weeks throughout history. This one week stands above them all. No other week in human history holds more weight.
This blog can be read in it’s entirety, or it could be broken up daily over the Holy Week. It’s a day-by-day guide of Jesus’s final week. It’s the Road to Resurrection!
Sunday
Palm Sunday was the point of no return. The palm branches line the pathway as the King enters. The palms are symbolic of victory. The victorious king is coming through. But, can you imagine the crowd when Jesus enters on a donkey? The mighty king, the victorious one is riding through town on the lowliest of animals. Jesus is coming in peace and humility. The intentional entering of Jerusalem on the donkey was a fulfillment of prophecy from Zechariah 9:9. The large crowds in town for the annual Passover were now openly proclaiming Jesus as their king (and not Caesar). The Pharisee leaders instruct Jesus to deny his claims as the messiah … but Jesus refuses. The Holy week begins with a resolute and determined Savior!
Monday
It’s Monday the day after Jesus’ triumphant entry into Jerusalem, and he wasted no time. Matthew 21:12-13 says: Jesus entered the temple courts and drove out all who were buying and selling there. He overturned the tables of the money changers and the benches of those selling doves. “It is written,” he said to them, ” ‘My house will be called a house of prayer,’ but you are making it ‘a den of robbers.’ ” Make no mistake Jesus was on a mission. First, he triumphs into Jerusalem proclaiming to be the Messiah. Now he is further sealing his own fate … actually, his destiny. He knew what he was doing as he continues boldly to the cross!
Tuesday
It’s Tuesday and the crowds have gathered at the temple to hear what Jesus had to say. Could he continue to match the fireworks of the past two days? On Sunday he boldly rides into Jerusalem proclaiming to be the King of Israel, the long awaited Messiah. On Monday he confronts the money-changers in the temple. On Tuesday he continues his boldness and resolve. He begins with three parables. All three are scathing rebukes of the religious leaders. He even goes so far as telling them, “…the prostitutes are entering the kingdom of God ahead of you.” The religious leaders are furious, the Roman officials are nervous, but the people are listening. Still trying to trick him, they ask Jesus about giving to Caesar. They believe there is no way he can answer the question without upsetting his followers, but Jesus cannot be tricked. Forget all preconceptions you may have of a meek, mild mannered Jesus. It’s Holy Week and our Savior is boldly walking to the cross and confronting the establishment on the way. It’s Tuesday and the final scene is being set!
Wednesday
It’s Wednesday and it’s the calm before the storm. Wednesday of the Holy Week is sometimes referred to as silent Wednesday. Jesus and the disciples were likely resting before the upcoming feasts. What we do know is the religious leaders had been silenced by Jesus on Tuesday. They even made the decision to not ask him any more questions (Matthew 22:46). On Wednesday the who’s who of religious leaders called a secret meeting at the home of Caiaphas (the high priest). Many scholars believe it was on this day that Judas agreed to the terms for selling out Jesus. The religious leaders were angry and conspiring, but little did they know that they were about to carry out God’s redemptive plan. It’s silent on Wednesday, but the storm clouds are gathering. The most important event in history is a mere two days away!
Thursday
It’s Thursday and not just a normal Thursday. This day is full of activity. The day might have started calmly, but things definitely got busy as the evening hours came. The first part of the day would have been final preparations for the Passover celebration that was to happen that night. This is something they had done every year with great celebration, reverence, and remembrance. Little did they know that this Passover would be different. A great deal is written on this one night. An evening celebration meal suddenly turned when Jesus proclaimed that one of those in the room would betray him. He then continued the Seder meal with the disciples, which included the traditional breaking of the bread and sharing of the cup. However, a new and deeper significance was being instituted by Jesus. This tradition that had been practiced for centuries on Passover was now taking on a new symbolism. After the dinner the disciples and Jesus journeyed to the Mount of Olives, and then went a short distance to the Garden of Gethsemane. Alone in the garden, while the disciples fell asleep, Jesus had a passionate prayer to His Father. One last time Jesus submits to His Father, “Not my will, but Yours be done”. An interesting side note is the meaning of “Gethsemane”, which means “oil press”. Located near the Mount of Olives, it was here that the olives were pressed to create olive oil. When olives are pressed they initially ooze out a blood red color before turning into the green color we are so familiar with. the olives have to be pressed with extreme pressure until the oil is forced out of their pores. Throughout history oil has been used to anoint royalty, prophets, or priests. Biblically we see it used as a healing agent. Jesus could have had this final agonizing prayer anywhere, but the place of choosing was right here at the “oil press”. The Bible doesn’t make mistakes! Judas does return and does betray Jesus. Jesus is arrested and sent before the Sanhedrin court immediately. They wanted this trial as quickly as possible, and they weren’t concerned about a fair trial. Jesus is alone in the basement prison cell at the home of Caiaphas. All of the disciples had scattered and hid in fear of their own lives. Peter followed from a distance to try and see where Jesus was taken, but even he denied Jesus that night a total of three times. A long day is coming to an end. What started with celebration has completely turned into a catastrophe. And now, the stage is set for the next day, the day that changed everything.
Prepare. Upper room. Wash. Cleanse. Feet. Passover. Meal. Share. Laughter. Celebration. Who is greatest? Betrayer departs. Love each other. Farewell. Helper is coming. One with Father. The Cornerstone. Vine. Branches. Body. Broken. Blood. Poured out. Bread. Wine. Remember me. Glorify me. Peter prediction. Garden. Sorrow. Darkest hour. Struggle. Watch. Prayer. Cup pass from me. Not my will. Your will. Asleep. Watch. Pray. Your will. Lonely. I will. The hour has come!
Friday
It’s Friday … it’s late at night. Jesus spent the previous evening with his disciples. He then goes to the garden to pray. In the darkness of night, a great crowd armed with swords led by Judas approach Jesus. Jesus is arrested, and from here escorted to a series of “trials”. While Jesus endures false testimony, physical abuse and ridicule, Peter had followed at a safe distance. While in the courtyard of Caiaphas’ palace, Peter three times denies he knows Jesus. As the rooster crows, he is reminded of Jesus’ prediction of this denial. When daylight comes Jesus is taken before Pontius Pilate, the governor of Judea. Though the Sanhedrin and Jewish leaders had already found Jesus guilty, a death penalty could not be delivered without approval by the Roman government. Pilate wanted nothing to do with Jesus. He didn’t care about the theological accusations from the Jewish leadership. He didn’t see a reason to convict Jesus. Looking for a way out, Pilate remembers the custom of releasing one prisoner during Passover. Pilate gives the people a choice between Jesus or Barabbas, a known violent criminal. Surely the people would choose Jesus. The people had a choice: release Jesus the Christ or Jesus Barabbas (yes his name was also Jesus). The name “Jesus” is from the Hebrew name Joshua, meaning “salvation”. “Barabbas” is a hellenized version of the Aramaic “bar abba”, or “son of the father”. So, the people had the choice of Jesus “son of the father” and Jesus “son of the FATHER”. They chose Barabbas, choosing this world over Jesus. The Bible doesn’t make mistakes! After the “trials” Jesus was beaten and tortured. Jesus is hung on the cross around the 3rd hour (about 9am). On the 6th hour (around noon) darkness covers the earth. This is the same time that lambs were traditionally slain for the Passover Sabbath dinner! The Bible doesn’t make mistakes! On the 9th hour (3pm) Jesus proclaims “It is Finished!”. An earthquake occurs, and the veil that separated the Most Holy Place was torn, a place that only the High Priest had entered once a year to make a sacrifice for the sins of the people. The veil is now torn, access is granted. The once-for-all sacrifice has been made. The world is dark, Jesus is dead.
Saturday
It’s Saturday … Jesus is dead. His closest followers are in hiding. The tomb is guarded. All hope is gone. They have followed him for three years now. They believed he truly was the long-awaited Messiah. They have seen him perform miracle after miracle. But now, it’s over. Hope has been crushed. Two thousand years later we ask how they could feel like that? Didn’t they listen? Where is their faith? Don’t they know what’s coming tomorrow? The truth is, we all live in “Saturdays”. This whole world, our whole life in some ways, is a “Saturday”. It’s the day that’s nestled between the miracles of the past, and the unknown of the future. It’s the silent day where nothing seems to be happening. It’s the day where hope seems like a distant memory. Not much is recorded in the Bible about this day. We know that guards were sent to the tomb. We assume Jesus’s followers were in hiding, because that is where they are Sunday morning. I guess this is much the same for us. Not much is recorded on the “Saturdays” of our lives. They are the hard days, the doubt-filled, hopeless days. “…Weeping may last through the night, but joy comes with the morning.” (Psalm 30:5). So, it’s Saturday, what do we do? We wait … wait … wait …
Sunday
It’s Sunday … Jesus’ followers were devastated. I imagine them to be sleep deprived. Anyone that has ever lost a loved one knows the pain and challenge of grief. It has now been two sleepless nights, and their world has fallen apart. Sunday starts early. Several women, led by Mary Magdalene, desire to give Jesus’ body a proper anointing in keeping with Jewish customs. This traditionally would have been done before burial, but because of the start of the Sabbath at sundown on Friday, Jesus was buried quickly. So, the women make their way to the tomb with oil and spices in hand. Upon arriving, there are no guards, the large stone that sealed the entrance was moved, and then … the empty grave! Mary Magdalene was very upset and immediately rushed to tell Peter and John that the body of Jesus had been moved. The other women, however, remain at the tomb and are told by an angel that Jesus was alive! The women go to tell the men the good news, but their story is not first believed. The men consider the news initially to be “nonsense”. Mary Magdalene returns to the tomb, and this time encounters Jesus himself! It wasn’t until that evening that the disciples truly believed. They had dismissed the women’s testimony. Even Peter and John after going to the empty tomb simply “returned to where they were staying.” John tells us he saw the empty grave and “believed”, but then immediately confesses that neither he or Peter understood the prophecy of Jesus rising from the dead. But that night, it all changed! Ten of the disciples were hiding in a home in Jerusalem. They were scared, and they were tired. Then suddenly, Jesus enters the room! Sunday started hopeless, but now hope has entered the room … Hope, that is the message of Jesus … everything changes when hope enters. Jesus is my hope. Jesus is your hope. He is alive! He is alive! He is alive!
by Kevin Tillman | Mar 20, 2025 | Thoughts
One of my favorite authors A.W. Tozer says it this way…
“What we think about when we are free to think about what we will – that is what we are or will soon become.”
A.W. Tozer
King Solomon, who was considered to be the wisest man ever said it like this,
Proverbs 23:7
For as he thinks in his heart, so is he.
The power of our thinking should never be underestimated. Secular authors have made millions of dollars on the concept of positive thinking. Go into any bookstore (if you can find one) and check the self-help section. They are going to be primarily focused on your thinking. The thoughts there are if you want to be rich, think rich. If you want to be healthy, think healthy. If you want to be successful, think successful.
These concepts are actually not unbiblical. As Tozer said in the quote above, “what we think about when we are free to think … that is what we are or will become.”
Put simply, you want to change your life, then change your thinking. It’s simple to state, but a little harder to put into practice. Our minds are finicky. They play tricks on us.
Jesus gave us this same principle in the gospels …
Luke 6:45
A good person produces good things from the treasury of a good heart, and an evil person produces evil things from the treasury of an evil heart. What you say flows from what is in your heart.
In the Bible “heart” is typically a reference to one’s entire being including thoughts and emotions. Jesus basically says here that you live out what you are on the inside. The words (and actions) that we put forth are a result of who we really are.
The apostle Paul instructs us this way …
Philippians 4:8
Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise.
By now, I think it’s clear. Change your thinking and you will change your life. We know this is a truth. Though it’s a Biblical concept, even a non-believer knows this to be true. Our thoughts are the epicenter of who we are. If we can control them, and change them, we will become what we think. If we don’t change them, we are what we think.
So, here’s some basic steps to start changing your thinking today …
- Read your Bible and pray. – this might be Christianity 101 stuff, but it’s the most basic truth we need to remember. The Bible has the thoughts we need. Beyond that, the Bible is the only book you will ever read that is “alive”. The words are not just a series of black and red letters. They are life-giving words that can speak directly to our soul. Prayer is also intertwined in this process. Prayer isn’t just a “bow your head” think. It’s a constant communication with God.
- Prioritize – do the things that are most important first. If you want to be healthy, don’t wait until the end of the day when you won’t do it. Do it first. Want to learn a new skill? Do it first. Prioritize. I would also add spending time with your loved ones in this category. Don’t give your biggest supporters your leftovers. Spend time FIRST with them. Prioritize family.
- Know Your Triggers – this is a big one. We are all triggered by certain things. If you’re on a diet, don’t go to the bakery. If you’re trying to stay sober, don’t go to the bar with friends. Sometimes the triggers are people. If you know someone is a trigger for you, avoid them. If that’s impossible, such as a work environment, work at controlling the time with them. Knowing your trigger can prevent a mind spiral downward.
- Flip the Script – when little negative words pop in your head turn it around immediately. When you hear “you can’t do this, you’ve tried before”, change it to “I’m determined to stay the course”. Go a step further and have someone help you with accountability.
- Discipline – this is one we don’t like to talk about, but at times is needed. Sometimes you just “don’t feel like it”. Your thinking is way off and you are doing your best to wiggle your mind out of whatever it is. Good old-fashioned will power is sometimes needed. This can’t be the only method, because it will fall short at some point. But, on occasion discipline can get us through. The end result is that at some point our thinking changes and the will power isn’t needed (or at least needed minimally).
- Return to What Worked – this is super practical. Go back to something that’s worked in the past. Maybe a certain song motivates you. Maybe there’s a special place that calms you down. Whatever it is, go back to that. Our minds are so powerful and they are triggered so easily.
- Beware of the Interference – it’s happened to all of us. You’re having a good day. Your thoughts are good. You’re getting stuff done. Then, whamo out of nowhere something challenges that. Sometimes these are unavoidable circumstances that happen in life. We can’t really do anything about those. But, I’m talking about people that try and hijack your thoughts. No one has a right to hijack your thoughts. You and only you control what you are thinking.
- Slow Down – take time to think. Not pretend thinking, real thinking. This is time to reflect. Turn off all of the noise and calm down.
From his business book “Change Your Thinking, Change Your Life” Brian Tracy says ….
Any thought or action that you repeat over and over will eventually become a new habit.
Brian Tracy
You want to change your life? Start with your thinking. Today is the day.