by Shannon Tillman | Feb 26, 2026 | Bible Study, Blog, Thoughts
It happened again. I was faced with the same pattern of dysfunction. Why does change not happen? Why do relationships seem to be the same? What keeps lives from being different? In the midst of the difficult situation, I asked the Lord why someone, especially a believing someone, would continue in obvious wrongdoing against others. The Lord brought me to Acts 16 for the answer.
Acts 16:16a
Once when we were going to the place of prayer, we were met by a female slave who had a spirit by which she predicted the future.
This slave girl had an evil spirit that predicted events in the future. Why would the owners tolerate a demon in their lives, in their home, in their workplace?
Acts 16:16b
She earned a great deal of money for her owners by fortune-telling.
The presence of a demon profited the slave owners! Evil was permitted as long as there was a benefit. Sadly, this is true in us as well. Often, we do not confront obvious sin, which is evil and demonic, in our lives because there is a gain for us:
Sin of approval (people-pleasing, enabling, compromise, living for others not God) profits us for people to like us.
Sin of gossip profits us to create connections with some and exclude others.
Sin of addiction (which can include spending, social media, and video games) profits us to escape pain.
Sin of anger profits us to silence the opposition.
Sin of choosing what is comfortable (instead of what God is calling us to do) profits us to avoid accountability and possible failure.
Sin of control profits us to get our way.
Sin of….we could list more, but the point is made.
If our sin profits us in some way, we allow it to the harm of ourselves and others. We can know what we are doing is wrong (just as the owners knew the source of their slave’s ability was via an evil spirit) and still continue in our evil behavior. We may even excuse our actions because of the benefits that come from it, refusing to acknowledge that the transgression is demonic in nature and the enemy has control of us in that area. A toleration of sin is a toleration of demonic influence around us. We think we are benefiting from our actions in some way but in truth the enemy is gaining the most advantage from the sin.
We need to quit allowing the enemy’s control in our lives by making the changes required of us. The time has come to confront the evil and cast it out: No more delays!
Acts 16:18b
“In the name of Jesus Christ I command you to come out of her!” At that moment the spirit left her.
May we and others be set free when we choose to no longer profit from our sin.
by Shannon Tillman | Feb 12, 2026 | Blog, Thoughts
My mom shuffled around the house, exhausted from a lack of sleep. Her blood pressure was elevated and she felt awful. However, she realized her physical condition was influenced by her emotions. Her body was responding to worry over a particular situation. While she knew she should not worry, she was struggling to stop the thoughts raging through her mind. Have you ever felt the same way?
John 14:1
Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in me.
The troubled heart points to unbelief. Any area where we are not believing God is the place where we are troubled. A troubled heart is an arrow pointing out the lie that we are believing over God. We need to follow the troubled heart so the lie is unveiled and truth be placed in the area where we struggle. It is not a matter of “trying harder” to not be upset, worried, or concerned. Instead, we are to press in and see what the troubled heart reveals about the state of our soul.
For example, I am troubled with a decision. I struggle with wondering if I can even make the right choices for my life. I could go on and explain my past family dysfunctions or terrible events I experienced or how painful situations occurred. But those only give the root of the problem, they do not solve my troubled heart. Instead, I must look at the area of God I do not believe. Bottom line, I do not think He will take care of me if I make the wrong decision. This reveals a deeper lie: I have to figure it out on my own for I do not really believe His guidance over my life. These lies that stem from my past cause a troubled heart in me whenever I face large decisions.
The thing with a troubled heart is that it is not necessarily troubled by everything. I do not struggle with financial concerns. I believe God is my Provider. I have experienced supernatural help from Him when in the natural I would not be able to make it another month. However, my husband finds a troubled heart in this area. When we were without jobs for a time, he would worry at night while I slept peacefully. His troubled heart pointed him to the lie that he had to be the one to figure out a solution, instead of trusting that God would reveal His plan in His time.
We need to evaluate our own troubled hearts to discover the area of our personal unbelief. Then, we can replace the lie with the Truth, with Jesus, of who He truly is to us, for us, in us, and through us. We do not have to shuffle around in life, weighed down by the troubled heart. Instead, we can walk confidently in every situation by faith in our God.
John 14:1
Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in me.
by Shannon Tillman | Feb 5, 2026 | Blog, Thoughts
The situation was already bleak. Unbelievably, the circumstances spiraled down further. I thought we were already at rock bottom when more bad news came. I did what I had done a thousand times; I reviewed my promise cards. (These cards are Bible verses that speak into my situation.) The words on the cards were a far cry from what I was facing. It seemed like I was holding onto a crazy dream. The facts were screaming loudly at me, mocking what seemed a delusional hope. The promises seemed to fade further away. Suddenly, I heard a statement in my heart:
“Shannon, you can either believe the facts or the truth.”
I questioned the statement. “What is the difference between facts and truth?”
“Facts are your circumstances, the earthly reality. I Am Truth. Truth supersedes facts.”
Bible stories flooded my mind:
Fact: The Red Sea trapped the Israelites who were being threatened by the encroaching Egyptian army.
Truth: God had already given the Israelites the promise of their deliverance and the Egyptians’ destruction. They finally saw it realized as they crossed through a pathway formed in the midst of the water which led to the drowning of the ensuing army.
Fact: Gideon’s 300 men army stood no chance against the Midianite army that sprawled throughout the valley.
Truth: God had already told Gideon that He would be with him and that all of the Midianites would be destroyed. Gideon and his army only blew their shofars and the enemy destroyed itself.
Fact: David and his men could not recover the loss of their families after they were kidnapped by the Amalekites.
Truth: God told David to follow them and recover all. David and his men found an abandoned, sick slave of the Amalekites who directed them to the raiding party. David and his men rescued their families as well as plundered the Amalekites.
Fact: Jesus died on a cross. He was wrapped in burial clothes and placed in a sealed tomb. It seemed like the end.
Truth: Jesus had already told His disciples that He would rise again and meet them in Galilee. Jesus always fulfills what He promises.
I do not know what facts of your circumstances may be looming over you. Let me encourage you, the facts are not the Truth. God’s Word, God’s ways will prevail.
Psalm 145:13b
The Lord is trustworthy in all he promises and faithful in all he does.
You can trust the Truth. The facts are not Truth. The facts can be changed in a moment. What was a fact a moment ago, may not be a fact now. Truth will have the final word. What He has promised, He will fulfill. Trust the Truth.
by Shannon Tillman | Jan 29, 2026 | Bible Study, Blog, Thoughts
Once I knew a determined six-year-old who wanted to slide a three-month-old baby down a slide. Despite being told “no”, the conversation continued as she tried to figure out a way to persuade me otherwise:
“May I slide the baby down the slide?”
“No, we will not be sliding a baby down the slide.”
“What if I caught the baby at the bottom?”
“No, not even if you caught her.”
“What if I slid down with her?”
“No, we still cannot put a baby on the slide.”
“What if you slid down the slide with the baby?”
The questions continued until I told her that there was no realm of possibility that would create a situation where I would allow this baby to go down the slide.
She then yelled, “Well, I think it is a good idea!”
This story came to mind as I was thinking back on the blog post from last week which focused on the healing of the blind man in John 9. As I reviewed the passage, I was struck by how many questions this man had to face from multiple groups for a variety of reasons. A day of what should have been a celebration became a time of interrogation. Yet, he stayed steady in his response, no matter how many questions he heard. The first question stemmed from judgments formed by religious tradition.
John 9:1-2
As he went along, he saw a man blind from birth. His disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?”
At this time in Jewish history, physical ailments were considered to be the result of sin. With this false religious belief in mind, the disciples wanted to know who was the cause of the blindness, the parents or the baby in the womb. This man was blind, but not deaf, so he would have heard the prejudice, the judgment, the condemnation which were all given in the name of “religion”. This question could have stopped him from obeying the directions from Jesus, which would have stopped his miracle.
John 9:3, 6-7
“Neither this man nor his parents sinned,” said Jesus, “but this happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him… After saying this, he spit on the ground, made some mud with the saliva, and put it on the man’s eyes. 7 “Go,” he told him, “wash in the Pool of Siloam” (this word means “Sent”). So the man went and washed, and came home seeing.
The miracle of sight was quickly eclipsed by skeptical neighbors.
John 9:8-12
His neighbors and those who had formerly seen him begging asked, “Isn’t this the same man who used to sit and beg?” Some claimed that he was. Others said, “No, he only looks like him.” But he himself insisted, “I am the man.” “How then were your eyes opened?” they asked. He replied, “The man they call Jesus made some mud and put it on my eyes. He told me to go to Siloam and wash. So I went and washed, and then I could see.” “Where is this man?” they asked him. “I don’t know,” he said.
The neighbors did not believe his testimony. They wanted to know how it happened and who made it happen instead of the fact that the miracle did happen! They questioned him in unbelief in an attempt to undermine his experience. They were not fully listening to his story for he had already said the “Man” sent him to the pool to wash while he was still blind. How would he know where the “Man” is or what He looked like? The formerly blind man just kept with his story in a sense saying: “I was blind, but now I see. Your skepticism does not negate my experience.” He would need to stand on the truth he did know as he was brought before the religious leaders.
John 9:13-17
They brought to the Pharisees the man who had been blind. Now the day on which Jesus had made the mud and opened the man’s eyes was a Sabbath. Therefore the Pharisees also asked him how he had received his sight. “He put mud on my eyes,” the man replied, “and I washed, and now I see.” Some of the Pharisees said, “This man is not from God, for he does not keep the Sabbath.” But others asked, “How can a sinner perform such signs?” So they were divided. Then they turned again to the blind man, “What have you to say about him? It was your eyes he opened.” The man replied, “He is a prophet.”
The religious leaders argued amongst themselves. The healing of this blind man was being used as a pawn in the opinion game. He would have realized that he was in the middle, no one was concerned about his sight, they were only concerned to bolster their side of the debate. He could have sidelined the argument, mumbling something like “I don’t know.” Instead, this man, full of courage, stepped out in a bold statement of faith: “He is a prophet”. But his bold declaration is swept away by the determination of the religious group to hold onto their opinions.
John 9:18-23
They still did not believe that he had been blind and had received his sight until they sent for the man’s parents. “Is this your son?” they asked. “Is this the one you say was born blind? How is it that now he can see?” “We know he is our son,” the parents answered, “and we know he was born blind. But how he can see now, or who opened his eyes, we don’t know. Ask him. He is of age; he will speak for himself.” His parents said this because they were afraid of the Jewish leaders, who already had decided that anyone who acknowledged that Jesus was the Messiah would be put out of the synagogue. That was why his parents said, “He is of age; ask him.”
The parents testified to the fact that he was truly the formerly blind man, but they refused to take a side in the debate about Jesus. These parents had lived with the stigma of judgment all of their son’s life. Others blamed them or their son for some sin leading to his blindness. They barely had religious standing at this point. Now, they were on the brink of losing it all. They choose to stay sidelined in the fight which in turn brought their son back into the interrogation room.
John 9:24-26
A second time they summoned the man who had been blind. “Give glory to God by telling the truth,” they said. “We know this man is a sinner.” He replied, “Whether he is a sinner or not, I don’t know. One thing I do know. I was blind but now I see!” Then they asked him, “What did he do to you? How did he open your eyes?”
The man was subjected to more questions, but suddenly the interrogation changed. The one questioned became the one with questions.
John 9:27
He answered, “I have told you already and you did not listen. Why do you want to hear it again? Do you want to become his disciples too?”
The man showed an increase of faith which had grown throughout the day. He went from “some Man healed me”, to “that Man is a prophet”, to “that Man is who I want to follow as His disciple”. The questions meant to attack his faith, instead caused him to build his case for Jesus!
John 9:28-34
Then they hurled insults at him and said, “You are this fellow’s disciple! We are disciples of Moses! We know that God spoke to Moses, but as for this fellow, we don’t even know where he comes from.” The man answered, “Now that is remarkable! You don’t know where he comes from, yet he opened my eyes. We know that God does not listen to sinners. He listens to the godly person who does his will. Nobody has ever heard of opening the eyes of a man born blind. If this man were not from God, he could do nothing.” To this they replied, “You were steeped in sin at birth; how dare you lecture us!” And they threw him out.
The formerly blind man, judged his entire life as stricken by God, presented a clear case as of why Jesus is from God to the very religious leaders who judged him. What a turnaround! The message was clear and the religious leaders did not like it, so they went back to their false traditional beliefs and threw him out. The formerly blind man with perfect vision was about to have one last question to give him perfect spiritual insight.
John 9:35
Jesus heard that they had thrown him out, and when he found him, he said, “Do you believe in the Son of Man?”
After a day of questions that attacked his experience, attacked his miracle; he was finally asked the question that led to eternal life.
John 9:36-38
“Who is he, sir?” the man asked. “Tell me so that I may believe in him.” Jesus said, “You have now seen him; in fact, he is the one speaking with you.” Then the man said, “Lord, I believe,” and he worshiped him.
The one who was questioned all day, asked the most important question in life: “Who is He so I may believe?” Who is this Jesus? This is not like the questions he had experienced of people who wanted to have opinions about Jesus. He asked the question to make a firm decision about Jesus. It was a question with an answer, “Lord, I believe”. You are more than a Man. You are more than a Prophet. You are more than a Teacher who I want to disciple me. You are Lord, and there is no question about that.
by Shannon Tillman | Jan 22, 2026 | Bible Study, Blog, Thoughts
I have a sister who can throw the best parties. She will ensure the food, the games, the decorations, and even the clothing all point to the theme. She takes a simple gathering to a whole new level of fun! Parties are meant to celebrate people, holidays, and special occasions. Yet, in the scripture, there is a miracle left uncelebrated due to religious tradition.
John 9:1-3, 6-7
As he went along, he saw a man blind from birth. His disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” “Neither this man nor his parents sinned,” said Jesus, “but this happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him… After saying this, he spit on the ground, made some mud with the saliva, and put it on the man’s eyes. “Go,” he told him, “wash in the Pool of Siloam” (this word means “Sent”). So the man went and washed, and came home seeing.
A man born blind came home with sight. I believe this is a reason for a party! However, instead of a celebration, he received questions.
John 9:8-12
His neighbors and those who had formerly seen him begging asked, “Isn’t this the same man who used to sit and beg?” Some claimed that he was. Others said, “No, he only looks like him.” But he himself insisted, “I am the man.” “How then were your eyes opened?” they asked. He replied, “The man they call Jesus made some mud and put it on my eyes. He told me to go to Siloam and wash. So I went and washed, and then I could see.” “Where is this man?” they asked him. “I don’t know,” he said.
After the man was interrogated by his neighbors, he was taken by his neighbors to the religious leaders. The Pharisees were not planning on throwing out celebratory confetti but pointed accusations.
John 9:13-17
They brought to the Pharisees the man who had been blind. Now the day on which Jesus had made the mud and opened the man’s eyes was a Sabbath. Therefore the Pharisees also asked him how he had received his sight. “He put mud on my eyes,” the man replied, “and I washed, and now I see.” Some of the Pharisees said, “This man is not from God, for he does not keep the Sabbath.” But others asked, “How can a sinner perform such signs?” So they were divided. Then they turned again to the blind man, “What have you to say about him? It was your eyes he opened.” The man replied, “He is a prophet.”
His first day with sight and he was thrust into a debate amongst the religious leaders! He was not allowed to marvel at the sky, flowers, the faces of people, or even the sight of the synagogue. Instead, he was used as a pawn of the Pharisees in attempts to justify their opinions against Jesus.
Even the parents of this formerly blind man were afraid to openly celebrate the miracle that had taken place.
John 9:18-23
They still did not believe that he had been blind and had received his sight until they sent for the man’s parents. “Is this your son?” they asked. “Is this the one you say was born blind? How is it that now he can see?” “We know he is our son,” the parents answered, “and we know he was born blind. But how he can see now, or who opened his eyes, we don’t know. Ask him. He is of age; he will speak for himself.” His parents said this because they were afraid of the Jewish leaders, who already had decided that anyone who acknowledged that Jesus was the Messiah would be put out of the synagogue. That was why his parents said, “He is of age; ask him.”
Out of fear of being forced out of the synagogue, his parents held back. They probably wanted to jump for joy, but instead they had to divert questions to stay within the religious community. However, their formerly blind son boldly spoke to the Pharisees, no matter the cost.
John 9: 32-34
Nobody has ever heard of opening the eyes of a man born blind. If this man were not from God, he could do nothing.” To this they replied, “You were steeped in sin at birth; how dare you lecture us!” And they threw him out.
A man was born blind. Jesus healed the man. Neighbors questioned the healing. Pharisees mocked the Healer. A man declaring the miracle of sight was thrown out by religious leaders. What a confusing day: instead of a celebration, it turned into chaos.
John 9:35
Jesus heard that they had thrown him out, and when he found him, he said, “Do you believe in the Son of Man?”
Jesus searched for the man discarded by the religious leaders. The Pharisees had questioned the man’s beliefs and denied the power of his miracle. Jesus also asks a question but to bolster his faith because of this miracle. The man so desperately needed to know what to believe about what he had experienced.
John 9:36-37
“Who is he, sir?” the man asked. “Tell me so that I may believe in him.” Jesus said, “You have now seen him; in fact, he is the one speaking with you.”
I love this moment. Jesus is saying “you are seeing the Son of Man, you are seeing the Messiah.” Can you imagine that on your first day of sight you are able to see God in the flesh? Amazing! Jesus then goes further by reminding the former blind man of his voice. Hours earlier he had heard this same voice telling him to go and wash his blind eyes in the pool of Siloam. The voice is now connected to the Son of Man, the one who spoke earlier and was speaking at that moment.
John 9:38
Then the man said, “Lord, I believe,” and he worshiped him.
It was a small celebration, not the community party as expected. But Jesus Himself showed up for this man. The miracle of physical sight led to the miracle of spiritual sight. The day started with a random Man putting mud on his blind eyes. His discussion with the Pharisees led to him thinking that Jesus was a prophet. However, the day ended with the healed man acknowledging Jesus as Lord!
Others may not appreciate your spiritual journey. There may be those who question you. Others may try to talk you out of your beliefs. You may experience the silence of so-called “supporters” and the rejection by those you thought were “religious”. I want you to know that Jesus celebrates you. All the heartaches may be leading you to a deeper relationship and understanding of Him. Even if only Jesus shows up at your party, the celebration is perfect!
